Fool

Walking on long, grey coloured road....
the destination of my road is much far away from where I be....
Wondering the day of mine, and wondering for my haeven....
Loneliness, helpless and sadness accompanying the melody of my life....
Is this song belongs to my nightmare or it is just a fact?
Hopefully it is a nightmare, disappear after I woke up....
But most of the time, it ends up to be a reality....
Is life playing fool with us?
The answer will only keep under your heart and so mine.....

Back to my "house"....

    I have been long time didn't come back to my "house" already, the feeling of coming back to "home" is very nice.....Before that, I want to apologize to my "home" . I planned not to bring my sadness back to it, but reality is always play joke with us....

   I am very tired nowadays. Acaedemic problems, friendship problem, and bla bla bla, something which I'm not wishing to talk about. Can all this problem get away from me immediately?! I'm tired now....I wondering I still can stand for it or not?! Perhaps someday in the future, I will be collapsed....

  What colour is belongs to my world?! Black, dull grey, dark blue or happy striking yellow?! I'm wondering.....Why my life is so tiring?! I really wondering.....wondering....and wondering.....